All that we’ve been through, has just made things worse hasn’t it?
I don’t want that anymore. I don’t any more pain. So just please leave me alone..I admit I made a mistake in replying to you, and I’m sorry. You’ve hurt me way too much now, don’t you think?
and the same thing vice versa. I really really really wanted to be friends again. So bad. But the things that happened this year totally ruined those chances. 

Let me say this though. My friends do NOT repeat NOT hate you. If you continue to believe what you think is true than fine, but don’t say I didn’t tell you that.

and also..if only you knew what I knew..then maybe..

God. 

I miss ya, bro. I’m not going to lie. 

please. you don’t know me anymore. you don’t know what i was going through. 

Oh yes. and another thing. don’t you dare get closer with MY friends. I see what you’re doing there. and I don’t like it. Back off. 

If they go through the same hell I went through..I swear you will pay. 

I was hoping to come back to this and be happy at what i saw. 

good bye.

Just a song I made today. Hopefully I can get this recorded somehow. XD

You called me before I knew my name

You found me and here I am unashamed

You’re here and all my problems disappear

You formed me before even time began

You love me, You know and You understand

You’re here and all my problems just disappear

You’re here, open my heart to you

You’re here, let all my praises be true

Fill this place with your love, mercy and grace

Lord, let me see, Lord, let me see

You’re here, I’m tired but not afraid

You’re here, Lord wipe my tears away

Fill my heart with your love, mercy and grace

Lord, let me see

Lord, let me see 

I wonder who you really are. We’ll see won’t we? You seem like a nice person. Friday will tell me for sure though.

The things I’ve learned this year have forced me to become so very paranoid. oh well. 

hi-aj:

You know exactly what to do in the situation you’re in but you can’t accept your own advice . You’ve said the same exact words to someone else but listening to your own words is very difficult . Sometimes it’s best to hear it from someone else other than yourself .

(via thevickytran)